Across the Stars

Roundcon was a good time, although outside of my panels there wasn't much for me to do. I was expecting this though so no biggie. Through-out the entire weekend I saw friends from other cons, and felt like a mini-star when random people would come up and ask me costuming questions. My ego is ENORMOUS right now. lol!

Owen and I got there around 2pm and was checked into the room right away. Btw, what is it with Marriott and their lack of fans in the bathroom? Anyway, we got in, unpacked, and headed downstairs. Con-Chair Sean found me pretty quickly and gave me the layout. From that point on it was a mess of panels, wigs, and costumes.

fluffydragon, her hubby, and friend Fred got in later that night. She was a huge help for my Saturday panels. Her Minda was an enormous hit, as was the Padme Lake Dress she wore while judging the contest. I'm so glad she was able to make it!!

The contest on Saturday was a blast! We had about 20 entries and they ALL SHOWED UP!!! This is amazing to me since I always have at least 20% drop out. Even more amazing is that I got a ton of compliments on my 50's Housewife Dress. I honestly can't think of a single costume that's gotten more attention. Wild, no? Yes! All the contestants were very upbeat and ready to go, and my judges were awesome. I had Sean from Twisted Kaiju Theater and writer (and sometimes snarky drunk) Josh Hartness along with Fluffy. Good times. :)

I crashed after the contest. I know at some point Chinese food was eaten and I remembered to take off my makeup, but past that Saturday night was a blur.

Owen and I headed out around noon after saying our good-byes. CC Sean and I talked at length about the future of the convention. He wants to take the con into some new directions and a costuming track is going to be part of it. Guess who's in charge? ;P I have a budget and everything!!

Speaking of I'm looking for workshop ideas!! Fluffy suggested doing sharpie wig-dying workshop (although it would be wefts and not full wigs). Bootcovers were also brought up. I'm trying to think of something that most cosplayers would be interested in. I'd love suggestions!

All in all it was a good con. Hopefully adding anime and costuming to the list will help boost attendance. :)

I will officially be 30 at 12:20 tonight.

Honestly it doesn't really bother me as much as I thought it would. I guess with all the crap that's happened it pales in comparison. Plus no one thinks 30 is old anymore. Bonus, I get to have Owen with me for nearly two days! WOO!

He's coming down tomorrow evening to join my parents and I for dinner. He'll be meeting Mom for the first time. Pray for him won't you. XD Don't get me wrong, I love my Mom. She just has a personality that scares shy people.

After dinner it's a weekend of win. I got an early prezzie from my boss at BC (a movie gc), so we're going to hit up the silver screen although there really isn't much playing that I want to see. We saw Karate Kid last weekend. FYI WAY better then I thought it would be. Then again, anything with Jackie Chan will always rock for me.

Past that we have no plans. I'm honestly happy just being around him. :)

Owen posted this on my FB last night.


I love you, hon. With all my heart. You are the stars in my night sky. You are the rainbow to my sunshine. You bring needed rain on my cloudy days. You are soft when I need a loving touch, and support when I am feeling down. A simple thought of you lifts me up. Your smarts and my hard work will take us farther than we could possibly imagine.



With a few lines he's turned me into a giggling 12 year-old. lol!

He said he loves me!! I want to do back flips! I can't stop grinning.


holycrapomgyay!!!

I won't get to see Owen this weekend. He'll be at Animazement till Sunday. *cries!* I've already gotten used to our Saturdays together. I'll get a little time with him on Sunday of next week, but it won't be for long since I'll be heading back from Charlotte. I guess I'll just have to make the 12th super special. ^_^

Since I decided to keep my day off tomorrow, I'm going to do all my cleaning on Friday so that I'll have the entire weekend to play mindless video games and read manga. Yay manga!

I finally have a roomie prospect that I can get behind. He's 33, gainfully employed, has a 65" HD tv (omg win!), and is willing to split the power bill fairly. *crosses fingers* Please let this one work out!!

Since some of you are hitting up AZ this weekend, I figured I'd put you on the lookout for my sweet piece of man meat (omg he's totally going to whap me for that one! hehe!).

Drumroll!!

Showing off his new SNK tattoo.


The epicness of Terry Bogard. He had me with the hat. :)


Isn't he cute?! *giggle squeal*

Saturday was terrific! There was a bit of a rocky start due to mis-communication and general nervousness, but it all worked out. He spent nearly 10 hours with me, which wasn't even close to enough. We talked, snuggled, and enjoyed each others company. Sadly because of conventions I won't get to see him for three weeks (although we're working on it).

I know I'm still in the euphoric stage, but he truly amazes me with just how sensitive and caring he is. He knows that I'm in a rough patch emotionally, but still wants to help me through it instead of finding someone else. As I've mentioned before, I used to be all about bedtime fun, but with him taking it slow seems right. I'm not even close to thinking the L-word (much less saying it), and I know I still have trust issues, but something is happening in my heart and I like it. :)

Oh! I got my kiss! WEE!! ;P

Yeah, it's official now. It's even on facebook! ;P

I'm excited, nervous, worried, etc. I shouldn't be though. He's a super-sweet, honest, caring guy. He's exactly what I need right now to help me get over my trust and self-esteem issues.

His name is Owen. I met him at Nashicon. He was dressed as Terry from Fatal Fury. There was instant fangirl squeeing. :)

He came to the party I had two weekends again, then again solo this past Saturday. We went to see Ironman 2, then watched Men in Tights. I put my foot in his lap and he was cool with it. lol!

I won't gush because honestly I'm taking it all very slowly. The old me would have already bedded him and been plotting how to get him back there as often as possible. This time? I haven't even kissed him yet. I'm very proud of myself.

When I'm around him I feel comfortable. I know that I can be myself (minus the toned down sex kitten part), and that's honestly what I need right now.

He's coming back next Saturday. I have no idea what we're going to do, but I'm sure at some point I'll give him a smooch on the cheek. ;P