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morganskyeI can't remember if I mentioned that The Boss, The Tattle-tail, and I were going to have a sit down about communication problems. Well it's now moot because we finally had the meeting after only two weeks of talking about it. >_<
Imo, it wasn't productive. I did get my chance to talk, but I really feel like TT didn't get it. She said how she hates my work ethic and how I talk to people. I'm amazed she didn't throw in something about the way I dress. I told her that she needs to set up guideline about how she wants things done instead of assuming I know what the hell she's talking about. I also said that she was hypocritical and didn't know how/when to present a problem.
It was an hour of pure BS and I feel worse now than I did before.
Towards the end of the meeting The Boss said that she couldn't do TT's job because she hates being on the phone, and that she couldn't do my job because she'd be bored by Tuesday. Then they BOTH made comments about how easy my job is and that I'm obviously using time fillers to pad out my 40 hours. I was seeing red by this point. Yes, I have been slow lately, but damn! I've been here for nearly 5 years. If my work ethic was in question, shouldn't it have been discussed a while ago and NOT in front of a person whom I hold very little respect for?
Anyway, it was decided that I need to cross train with A/R but she won't bother learning A/P. O_o? I promised to 'take a better look at the paperwork that I have to pass onto A/R' (as in pad my time which I thought I wasn't supposed to do). TT said that she'd explain why something is a problem, not just get upset. Feh, we'll see. I highly doubt she'll change.
I feel physically and emotionally drained. I feel useless, worthless, and will probably cry at any moment. I want to go home, but can't because I'm out of PTO. So I guess I'll just sit here and try not to feel horrid. No, I'm not looking for pity points, I'm just using my journal for its intended purpose.
Imo, it wasn't productive. I did get my chance to talk, but I really feel like TT didn't get it. She said how she hates my work ethic and how I talk to people. I'm amazed she didn't throw in something about the way I dress. I told her that she needs to set up guideline about how she wants things done instead of assuming I know what the hell she's talking about. I also said that she was hypocritical and didn't know how/when to present a problem.
It was an hour of pure BS and I feel worse now than I did before.
Towards the end of the meeting The Boss said that she couldn't do TT's job because she hates being on the phone, and that she couldn't do my job because she'd be bored by Tuesday. Then they BOTH made comments about how easy my job is and that I'm obviously using time fillers to pad out my 40 hours. I was seeing red by this point. Yes, I have been slow lately, but damn! I've been here for nearly 5 years. If my work ethic was in question, shouldn't it have been discussed a while ago and NOT in front of a person whom I hold very little respect for?
Anyway, it was decided that I need to cross train with A/R but she won't bother learning A/P. O_o? I promised to 'take a better look at the paperwork that I have to pass onto A/R' (as in pad my time which I thought I wasn't supposed to do). TT said that she'd explain why something is a problem, not just get upset. Feh, we'll see. I highly doubt she'll change.
I feel physically and emotionally drained. I feel useless, worthless, and will probably cry at any moment. I want to go home, but can't because I'm out of PTO. So I guess I'll just sit here and try not to feel horrid. No, I'm not looking for pity points, I'm just using my journal for its intended purpose.