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How the hell did that happen?

Barry is off to RoundCon tomorrow to do a demo of AT-43. It's another miniature Warhammer-esque game. The big difference is that I read the rules and actually understood them. It's a shame we don't have a table at home big enough to play...

Since I don't have to work I'll be HOME ALONE! Ahh!! I'll have to set up elaborate traps to keep the bumbling thieves out of my house. Now where did I put those paint cans?

My plans are fairly simple. Tonight B and I will finish the 'heavy lifting' part of the re-arranging. Tomorrow I'll hit the bathrooms first, then start throwing MORE stuff away, as well as attempting to carve out my crafting area. I'm still gunning for in front of the window because it gets excellent afternoon light. However, it really just depends on how things work out. Still, I can be hopeful. ^_^

I threw away about 2 boxes worth of 'memories' that weren't worth remembering. Lots of high school crap, and a fair amount of pictures from various AnimeNorth conventions. When I think back, I really didn't like high school. I was always begging for attention from my 'peers'. Honestly I can count my true friends on one hand. Don't get me wrong, I adored marching band and the trips that came with it. However I've realized the people I knew are useless to me. I had about 10 signatures in my yearbook, and even fewer graduation pictures. If I was brutally honest with myself I'd accept that most of my 'friends' in my class were humoring me when they were nice to me. I'm rather glad to be past that nonsense. As for AN...well, the few fanfolk who still read this know exactly why I was happy to be rid of anything that reminds me of that time. I did keep a few pictures, mainly of those people I still talk to, which isn't many.

I'm not looking for pity or anything like that. I'm just accepting the way things were and the way things are. I think I was forced into thinking about it because of my 10 year reunion coming up. I emailed a few people on MySpace if they were going. I got one response. That essentially made my decision for me. Fuck them. I adore my real friends and I know they like me. That's all I need. ^_^

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