Worldly Freakout

[morganskye]

I read a rather disturbing article in Rolling Stone last night. It talks about the end of an oil economy and how bad things will be. Apparently it'll suck total ass. Take a gander and be afraid! I did chill me. Last time I actually broke out of my happy world bubble this badly was when I was living with Angie and she was talking about the end of the government and we would be in a violent police state. She knows things, and it sucks that they make sense. Anyhoo, the article really hit home for me so I want to get my debts paid as soon as possible so that I can save up the cash I'll need when the change hits. We're seeing it already with the wars and insane gas prices.

I starting writing a long spiel about how the sky is going to fall and it'll be a chaos state, but I stopped. I don't want to think about it just yet. I don't want to tell myself that my car will be utterly useless within 10 years. I don't want to know that everything I know will change and that I'll have to buy a gun just to protect my vegetable garden. I want to live in my little bubble for a little bit longer. I have to be able to buy books and clothes and food whenever I want to. I want to be able to waste gas and pretend that it will always be this way.

I'm scared for my future. Morgan doesn't like change like this.