I feel so sucky

[morganskye]

Man, I didn't realize not being at Otakon would affect people like this. Wow, I'm seriously touched. And not in the mental way either. Damn, I'm feeling warm and fuzzy, yet totally crappy since I (probably) won't be there. I'm going to try and talk to Kim again either today or tomorrow about the dates. I am still acting like I'm going though. For example, I'm getting a digital camera for my b-day. It's the only thing I asked for because I really wanted one for the con. I'm also using a few gift certificates for Office Depot on rechargeable batteries and memory cards. I already have an mp3 player so my music is set. I don't know what to do about cosplaying. I might not worry about it since Lowe's is seriously taking up some free time. It looks like instead of the 20ish hours I'm getting nearly 30. Most of it is on weekend, but right now they have me closing/mid-shift so it's a little hard to plan things. Ah well, if I do Miyu for Angie all I really need to do is make two robes and buy tons of red ribbon. Mine will be one robe, a tank top, skirt, and some ribbon. If I do Amelia like a friend suggested it'll be almost as easy. I already have a pattern that will work. Mostly it's getting the time to do the bloody things. We'll see what happens. Most of all I'm just keeping my hopes up and maybe something good will happen.