Horrible Mood
Oct. 12th, 2009 09:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morganskyeI woke up this morning feeling really foul. I'm on the edge between murderous rage and emotional break down. I thought I was past this. All I want to do is sleep and ignore the world. This is a stage of depression, right?
All I know is that there's only one person who can make me feel better, and I hate him and myself for that. I want to be over him, but I just can't seem to let go. I know it's because he's still in the house, but there's nothing I can do right now to fix it.
He's working nights this week, and will be out of the house this weekend. It's in his best interest since I would probably beat him senseless if I saw him on Saturday.
All I know is that there's only one person who can make me feel better, and I hate him and myself for that. I want to be over him, but I just can't seem to let go. I know it's because he's still in the house, but there's nothing I can do right now to fix it.
He's working nights this week, and will be out of the house this weekend. It's in his best interest since I would probably beat him senseless if I saw him on Saturday.